Sherry's Diary-The Way Of Learning English

Today, we took our college entrance exam for the last time.At first, I felt nervous because of the English mutiple choice.But gradually, I have gained much confidence after taking lots of exercise, especially I kept in the habit of writing an essay per week.Although I usually use simple words.I felt strange that what I learned in class is certainly not what I used I my writing.In my thought, memorized words seemed to be seprated from using words.I still don't know why.
I have learned English for many years, why is that there are still lots of mistakes found in my English composition? Sometimes, I even lost patience and got angry to myself.Because I just want to get good grades on every English tests.Even in the future, even when I became an adult.So, every time when I have lots of errors on my essay or translation, I will sigh for that.As for sure, everybody faces difficulties.However, the difficulties passed and never appeared for a long time.From now on, I must make myself perfect just as before.But who can tell me what my problem is? I can't accept that I always get poor grades on my IVY test.I have already told to my tutor that we will have a talk with IVY every time.I should study on my own about my textbooks.I hope things would get better after giving this learing method a try.